The Bedraggled Boys - Tom Hirons

I get drunk on good whisky, 

Stand beneath the star-filled sky 

And sing my sorrows and delights. 

I’m as scar-torn as anyone. 

Without great grandeur of wounds, 

Only in this explosion of mid-life 

Do I regard those curses and gifts,

What animals live in my skin 

And what Gods vie on

Dark and bright Horizons.

 

Christ, I weep now for the boy 

And the young men I have been 

Slow to see that the burning blaze

Of my shames were in truth

The beacon fires of my belonging, 

I have hidden in caves, 

Woven spells in the mist 

In case I might be seen as myself.

Come home, you bedraggled boys. 

The hearth of my heart is warm for you,

And the table is set with best of all I have.

In the mid-light of this late afternoon 

I take one step after another

Towards the fires at which you serve.

Look. My arms are strong: 

I will carry you close to my heart;

I will bring your baskets of sorrow

And all your youthful joys,

In the gathering twilight

Back to the islands of apple trees

On which I have made - at last - our home.

Tom Hirons

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